Lately, the guys who want to spank me are mostly old, fat, and want to administer “discipline spankings” instead of fun ones. Some offer to “compensate” for my time. I declined, but nevertheless, I hate how difficult it is to find a smart, moderately attractive, dominant man to rough me up and cuddle me after. I mean, I consider myself open minded but in the end, I still want a lovey dovey relationship full of playful texts, dressy dinners, and wrestling under the covers. I don’t want some 60 year old 300 lb man trying to pay me to be whipped until I pass out. No thanks, I’m not that broke or desperate.